Work today was fun!
Celia and Xiao Grace was so nice to come down to accompany me today!
They're nice people!

And the uncle/da ge XIAO LI at OGAWA was so funny today! :D
He's a christian! :D and he's really nice! :D
LOL, he brought mango and a hp keychain each for me and celia bcoz we helped him with two poster! :D

*beams* Thank God for fun people around me when I work! :D
I wrote him a card to encourage him! LOL :D He made a balloon snowman for me! LOL so sweet lar! I think he was touched by the card! Hopefully God will renew his heart once again! He mentioned that there's no cell group for his church after they pass 35! That's so sad lar! =/

God once prompted me about being lively in my work environment. Not just sit there and knit or read or do my own stuff! I am so glad that I am starting to open up! :D
I dont know if I should just work at subway and quit this current job once I start school. But I will miss the peeps there, xiao li and William that always disturb me at the next push cart, the salesgirl at ogawa that comes and talk to me when I am bored. The laughter and the fun! And the free trials in the massage chair! And the staff discount at the push cart!

I am so not ready to change another environment!
I somehow start to love working :D

thanks for the uneaten food and drink. BOOOO

Been thinking a lot about genuine love these few days.

What is my friendships around me based on?

Do my friendships choose to put one another's interest above each other?

Do we genuinely care or do we brush one another off when its not our turn to talk?

All the more I feel disappointed, all the more God's love shines in my life. Don't you realise that God has always been the most faithful friend standing by? When I watched passion of christ yesterday during the good friday outreach, it hit hard at my heart.

Jesus was accused of NOT being someone who He claimed to be, and actually is, the Messiah.
Jesus suffered all the whips, the crown of thorns, the carrying of the cross, the humilation, bearing the name of an unrighteous man, a sinner (when He's not)

The love that He had and have for us when actually He could walk away, He did not.
He choose to die for us, He chose to bear our sins for us. How great is His love.

I feel so overwhelmed. genuine; learn from Jesus

When you choose to wait for the right timing, it is love.

When you go an extra mile to meet a need, it is love.

When you feel happy for another person's sucess, it is love.

When you are angry but yet hold your tongue, it is love.

When you look at another's person's interest, it is love.

When you do not bring up past arguments, it is love.

When you choose to believe in someone again, it is love.

[Taken from acts 4 blog]

How often have I said I want to love, but did not. Often when we look at the overwhelming things to do, the effort you have to put in, the discomfort you got to put yourself through, a wave of helplessness will wash you over. But God loved, that's why we could.

When I look to the people around me who stood by me, who scolded me when needed, who bear-ed with all the nonsense I gave, I saw Christ in them, I saw Jesus's love in them.

One testimony to share.
My parents have not been attending church/cell group regularly. Their cell group leader is called auntie pei zhen. In this lady, I saw Christ.

She would every week without fail contact my parents.
The whole cell group came over my house for cell group instead during my mum's maternity period.
The cell group prayed for my parents when they didn't go.
She came over my house for steamboat alone, and yet gave 4 ang baos in all, to me and my siblings.
She would go the extra mile to help my mum when she need help.
She would be ordering the minimum when my mum was treating her, but she would be ordering the maximum when she treating eg.crab.
She lent my parents her car when she went overseas.
She took the step of faith to gather my family to pray for us.
She reconciled me and my brother to my mum by getting us to tell our mum how much we love her in front of all the others.

I saw Christ in her, it is because of Christ's love that she's able to love. It's awesome!
My parents want to get baptized!

I got a job :D Praise God!

Enrolment nearing, a lot of things to be done. It's been really stressful and tiring these few days!
I admit I was desperate till the point I wanted to cry! =/ But God gave me the strength to pull through! It's really amazing when I stare at the pile of work to be done. And God is just so real beside me, pulling and guiding me through one thing after another. He sent peeps to be there to support me, He spoke through peeps [ Like God is speaking to me! ] It's really awesome! :D

And yea, it is hard to praise God through hard times, but I STILL PRAISE YOU,GOD!
and amazingly despite all the things to be done, I still managed to get a job! It wasn't delibrate, just walking around, then saw the hiring sign, then asked, went for interview the next day. And I went to work today! :D

RTC and the rest of the camps are nearing! This sat to mon! I pray that these camps would fulfill the objectives, and even in RTC, that I will be able to bond with the girls more! :D
5BX and devotion not planned yet! And enrolment stuff deadline this fri!

God,give me the strength to finish everything on time and to the best! I still feel kind of lousy, but yea, I trust in God!