angered.

because i brought a pack of chicken rice instead of roasted meat for my dad,
for the next whole 15 mins i was called to be useless stupid.

ok fine then he went to sleep,
and after he woke up,
he starts to pick on little things
like he needed to go to toilet and i was inside,SCOLDED
like i dropped food accidently during dinner,SCOLDED that i was useless and stupid and ranted on again about the rice i brought wrongly this afternoon
and he wouldn listen to my explaination and i said because i didn really understand what he wanted in e afternoon course he said in chinese and i dun dare ask him, he looked so fierce as usual
sigh i should have asked him
then he went on saying "now i say you cannot go the chalet tmr,you understand ?"
what sarcasm.=(
and he went on to talk about getting cheated by guys saying if i got cheated,
dun come home crying,he will beat me to death..
and then went on to day about how useless i m wouldn support him if he grow old
and say that he would not help me pay for my school fees,ask me get a loan or just quit achool and work. and he went on n on..

I know all these might be words that he did not meant
but i feel that it is really too harsh.
i ate dinner w tears.
and the worst thing was that he didn even allow me not to blow my nose
because he is eating.
=(=(=(=(=(
utterly hurt.LORD HEAL ME.